lost the will

The will to try was lost long ago this little fire that burned to want me to prove everyone wrong but now all i have that keeps me going to find a reason to keep going because my mind is losing its own fire to keep burning and just burn out and not even bother to move, for i can never fit in exactly as I would please i do not fit this flame is soon to burn out..

I child deep inside

this child that i hide inside myself crying out for attention... and yet i hold it in, acting so strange to hide this inner child.. and yet he spews threw from where i act like a child from the friends that i have now because.. i was all alone and smash with the childhood i could not have

random

will u leave me alone?

As u slowly let go of my hand to walk away and continue your life my heart falls and hits the cold concrete floor wondering will you come back and make me happy or leave me alone as the cold winds cut through my heart

A friend lost in my stupidity

A friend lost because im childish, because im stupid, because I thought it would be funny, and yet what I have said was not funny, not funny at all, because I am stupid I thought it was funny and yet it was not funny, things said with information that was unknown to me, I lost a good friend and I blame myself because I am stupid, and good for nothing I am hurt, for losing a good friend is like loosing a part of my family that I wish it was........

I dont know if u do but everyone else sees flesh not soul

I look around and everyone sees flesh between me and u they think I desire just your body but no one really sees what I see, I do not see the flesh I see your soul that's vibrant so exquisite and your soul is so fragile so hurt and I Love you not the flesh just who u are your soul brightens up the way for mine as they touch for every spark of a kiss is where they connect and make our love oh so beautiful

Restrictions to the Public

More restrictions the more people rebel against the rules made the more law breakers the more chaos is called. The more we try to prevent the more is brought up upon this world the chaos is slowly being unleashed on this planet with more rules comes more destruction and lawbreakers, chaos and destruction is our human nature