A friend lost in my stupidity

A friend lost because im childish, because im stupid, because I thought it would be funny, and yet what I have said was not funny, not funny at all, because I am stupid I thought it was funny and yet it was not funny, things said with information that was unknown to me, I lost a good friend and I blame myself because I am stupid, and good for nothing I am hurt, for losing a good friend is like loosing a part of my family that I wish it was........